i wrote and recite
this dream so lucid and divine
for i love you so.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
i dont like talking to ___. i associate her with misery and sadness..which is really really sad because i shouldnt really think that way..yeah i shouldnt..sigh): i wish she would realise that she ISNT ALWAYS RIGHT and that she should listen to us moree..but she still thinks shes right..pfft.#$%^&*(^. i cant even talk to her without a conversation gone wrong..yeah thattt bad. hurmph.im really unhappy with her. i dont like herr. and i seriously think shes so freaking two-faced.. one moment she can be all angry with you like her super angry then the next to friends or whateverr HEY HOW ARE YOU?! you'll be like wth..who is she. soso very annoying. shes not exactly on good terms with others either .. so you cant say its my fault..well not entirely.
christmas this year didnt feel very right. what i did: church..lunch at grandmas..watch tv..sleep. maybe its because i didnt do much..or idontknow. i really wanted to go town at night to see all the pretty lights and everything BUT because of the renovation..we couldnt. ohhwells.